"remember when"

lyrics

every time i see you i just fall apart
bathing in the screen light, watching from afar
though i try to hide it, bury everything that's left
every time i slip up i remember when

every time i see you i just fall apart
corner of a party, glancing at the bar
hair is long and brown, she's even got your orange dress
every time i go out i remember when

every time i see you i just fall apart
try to lock it away, cheat before i start
refreshing all your feeds before i throw my phone away
every time i see you i just start to break

i can't check my phone
makes it harder to be alone
feel that i need something to sleep
i'm quite forgetful of the things that i have paid for
figure out a way to remember me